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I was and I am a good guy.

 It was memorable 

seeing her again.

The way her teeth glitters

when she smiled,

the way she utters

my name,

the way she takes

interest in my life

while holding her

child her arm.

The Child,

he looked 

just like her.

But all I gazed

was her eyes.

They were sparkling. 

They were honest 

unlike mine.

It was difficult 

to not be able to

express what I felt.

Man, I loved her.

Wish I could have

expressed it to her

when she was still

Vulnerable and Unmarried.

Would I have not been a ahole 

If had used her

Vulnerability?

Guess I was not.

I was and I am 

A good guy.


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