Gueve's Spot

 It was memorable  seeing her again. The way her teeth glitters when she smiled, the way she utters my name, the way she takes interest in my life while holding her child her arm. The Child, he looked  just like her. But all I gazed was her eyes. They were sparkling.  They were honest  unlike mine. It was difficult  to not be able to express what I felt. Man, I loved her. Wish I could have expressed it to her when she was still Vulnerable and Unmarried. Would I have not been a ahole  If had used her Vulnerability? Guess I was not. I was and I am  A good guy.

            No, it was not about me achieving something. It is not about falling in love. It was a typical underdog moment. People won’t remember me winning that but even now when I remember that moment, I feel proud of myself. I fought with a guy.           It was my first year in my undergraduate and hostel life as well. I have a nerd look; spectacles, a lean physique and nearly 6 feet taller. Honestly speaking, I have a physique with no fat. I tend to receive a lot of ridicule from the people around me and it was never easy to face that and not ponder about that. But it was never possible to break that. The best I can do is to show my contempt. Yeah, that’s what I did on that day.           It was past 10 at night. I was half asleep. There was a guy, the Bully, who never understood the feeling of getting bullied. He was thrice the size of mine. He got a weird idea of irritating me on ...

I did not board the train. I assumed, the train waited for me To get aboard. I was not sure. I was not sure whether  It is the destined train for me.  I should have boarded. But what if it turns out To be the wrong train. That's my thought. I liked the train everytime It passed in front of me. Other days I liked the sound it makes And the way it runs. But I was not sure to get aboard That day. I was not sure whether this  Is the right one. Maybe I should have boarded  That train. But now I'm waiting for  For the perfect train. Or I wish it to be perfect. How should I know  It is perfect?